it is exactly 2:50 am as i write this — and i am seriously pissed because this night was supposed to be different — i was supposed to sleep earlier than usual, err, with usual being 4 am or 5:30 tops.

and there was a reason why i was so bent on sleeping early tonight, or last night — because tomorrow is supposed to be a different day. at 9 am, i am supposed to head to one of the universities here and cheer my kids on for a parliamentary debate that me and theri worked hard for (err, this might be exaggerated, but considering my lack of anything worthwhile to do these past few days, THIS could possibly be my week’s highlight)

damn you, thoughts. you never let me sleep.

or perhaps, this is what happens to puyat torrent-downloaders who’ve had to sleep late for the past week or so. and i guess, this is what i deserve for fucking up my own body clock.

but anyhow, i plan to wage an all-out war against my rebellious body clock, and i intend to defeat you, thoughts. ha. i will tire myself today, not sleep (even a bit), and we’ll see who gets exhausted once this day is over.

i will win, thoughts. and you better put up a good fight. or probably not.

it’s your call — but be forewarned though, i will go to bed prepared.