i for one have no natural flair for drama nor sensationalizing personal shit.

but anyway, just to give you an apt closure for this entire ruckus, yes, i am personally satisfied that the mutual feeling is one of good riddance. although i have this automatic mourning process once something is lost — be it a fleeting romance or the abrupt ending of a shared friendship — i am beginning to be weary and discriminate of those which i need to let go, in contrast to those that i want to let go.

and after having gone through the rigors of scouring for friendships that will last a lifetime, i have now become adept with determining who will stay with me inevitably — be it through thick or thin, drunk or sober, happy or lonesome — and who will crumble down and abandon the friendship when it severely needs rescuing.

trust, for me, is irredeemable and non-negotiable altogether. but that’s just me.

good riddance.

it never felt so assuring to utter these words — no matter what you say, and no matter what impression you try to create, i know how things panned out, and i will forever be thankful for that moment of epiphany when i sensed — no — when i was shaken to the revolting truth, that letting go of unhealthy and injurious bonds can be oh so liberating.

good luck with your life.